I work in the medical field and visit hospitals. Somehow I managed to avoid getting zero contracts, but since I sell products that are not cheap, I often get rejected. I can bear it. Normally, I shouldn't have felt so bad, but it seemed that I was accumulating stress without knowing it. Despite being on the road, I received an invitation from a man I became friends with the other day and came to visit his house. Even though I knew it wasn't right, I didn't stop my feet as if I was running away from work. Even when he pushed me, touched my body, and took off my clothes, I couldn't stop the pain. In the end, it was just sex... It was a strange feeling, feeling guilt and embarrassment, but also feeling excited and relieved. His suggestion of sneaking away from work again and going to the movies together might be a good idea...
