I've always had a hard time with men. At the same time, I had a complex about never dating a man. It was two years ago that I first started dating someone I became friends with on social media because I was worried that I would be a virgin forever. My first experience was with him. But it just doesn't feel right... Dating, having sex... I was really uncomfortable with this kind of thing. I was in a relationship with another guy, but she didn't get along with him...she ended up breaking up on her own. Now, when it comes to sexuality, I only occasionally masturbate. Thinking about how painful it would be to have sex with the next person I dated, I couldn't move forward. I wonder if it's my problem that I can't feel comfortable, and honestly I'm losing my confidence. That's why I applied to be a professional actor. I want to feel good That's my only wish.
